last night felt like an absolute living hell.in every single sense of the word. I won't go into details -- but i can't help it if i am not okay when a man of mine checks out another woman while i'm in the middle of a conversation with him! Nor am i not okay when that said man wants to get his teeth cleaned/whitened what not by a 'family friend' whome he stated he was attacted to at a few points in our relationship -- and frankly if she took back a guy who cheated on her more than once -- i feel that the thought will have crossed her mind do to it to him! we're only human! I can't help that i find that dis respectful at all!
Anyways; i said/did things i'm not proud of - again - i won't go into detail. It just sux that the b/f and i are once again at the bottom of this HUGE hill we have to climb....again .
It was soooooo hott today. We wanted to go tan on the beach , haha well I wanted to tan..but when we were out just driving somewhere i was sweating my bootie off...soo i settle for a movie [Management with jennifer anniston] & a bloody beer under a fan with the beef!!
I also; thanfully talked to my favorite cousin tonite! you know how when u see someone calling, u just smile? shes amazing && knows how to make you feel up when you're totally down about everything! I can't wait to see her friday for drinks & sat at the bridal shower, then dinner saturday nite!!! [ =
I have to get going. I need to make dinner, as the bf is lost in a game of call of duty online with some 13 y/o kids & the cat still has yet to be fed even though he has climbed up to jespers neck to get the attention hes been wanting! if the cat has to work that hard, just think of the hoops i jump thru?!
I can't wait to see American Idol tonight; and millionare matchmaker, get lost in some reality tv drama, that is not my life!
xoxo nite
I am glad that you talked to your cousin and to me! ♥ I am sorry that your relationship right now is so downhill. He is just being an ass in my opinion. I love you so much. You are such a rocking girl! and don't let ANYONE make you feel like crap. You deserve so much better than that.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE IDol
ReplyDeleteHappy St. Patty's Day
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He's being as ass but I hope things get better between you two *hug*
ReplyDeletePs-I love all the layouts!! :)
Thank you Patty! Miss you too! I am convinced things will work out tho - they always do! the ups n downs in life make the better that much better && it lets you know ur living! I'm glad we got to talk too!! [ =
ReplyDeletehaha i watch American Idol religiously!! I can't believe they sent Lacy home. How was your st pattys day?
ReplyDeleteLAURA!!! I miss talking to you! How is your lil man! I am so so SO glad you like the layouts! It feels SOOOO good to be appreciated! I'll change them ANYTIME you want. Just lettme know!
ReplyDeleteCyndi! The little guy is doing well. He has 2 teeth and is sitting all by himself without any support. He still cries a lot though and it wears me out. The only thing that's keeping me going is a trip going camping next month. I get to get away from my daily routine and from the little boy for 2 whole days!! I hope you're doing well. Take care! :) *hug*
ReplyDeleteYay, Laura! I'm soo excited for you to hear that you're going to get to go on a camping trip! That sounds soo fun! I haven't been camping in over a year! And it sounds like the best part will be getting some time away from the lil guy- its okay to want and need a break!
ReplyDeleteI hope you had a good weekend girlie!